Colinconfused,
After having reflected on my life... what's left of it, I am with you 100 percent.
A JW is what I am, and will be until death, right or wrong. Never perfect, but mostly right.
I hereby sign off and hope, once again to never post here again.
My family, close friends and fellow JWs are the best quality human beings I know, and would not exchange their association with any other group.
May you all continue to be well.
DY